Mai insaan dhundta hun (I’m finding a human being)

sahaba messagemai apne andhero me teri
roshni ka chirag dhundhta hun
ye mere Allah mai apni gunaho me
teri rehmat ki panah dhunta hun


kahin goliyan hai chalti
kahin dhamako ka hai dar
kahin apno ki padi hain lashen
kahin khud ko bachane ka hai dar
in gardisho se bhari awazo me
mere Allah mai teri azaan dhundhta hun
ye mere Allah mai apni gunaho me
teri rehmat ki panah dhunta hun


na aasman se hai shikayat
na nadio se khauf hai
mujhe insaan se hai dar lagta
mujhe har insaan ki niyat se khauf hai
kahin kho gaya hai insan
mere Allah mai wo insan dhundhta hun
ye mere Allah mai apni gunaho me
teri rehmat ki panah dhunta hun


jo waqt kho diya hai maine
uspe rona bhi nahi hai ata
dil pathar hue hain sabke
ab koi dard dil ko chu k nahi hai jata
is pather bane hue dilo me
mere Allah Muhammed Muhammed sallahu aliah wasaalamsa dil dhunta hun
ye mere Allah mai apni gunaho me
teri rehmat ki panah dhunta hun

3 Days-3 Quotes challenge (day 3)

Today is the final day for 3 Days-3 Quotes challenge and here goes my post:



For today my nominees are:


nalaik panda


Here are the rules for this challenge:

1) Thank the person who nominated you.
2) Post a quote each day for 3 days.
3) Each day nominate 3 new bloggers to take part.


Naummidi kufr hai (To be despair is a sin)


Koi ummid koi sahara nazar nahi ata
Duniya k is khel me koi humsaya nazar nahi ata
Bus naummidi ka ek andhera sa chhaya hai
Aur is tanhai me koi sahara nazar nahi ata


Par jab bhi ye alfaz gunjte hain kano me mere
Dil jor se chikh chikh chillata hai
Naummidi kufr hai
aur iska koi pehlu Quran me nazar nati ata
Laut chal bus ek baar khuda ki janib
Ki uske dar pe naummidi ka andhera nazar nahi ata


Tu khud hi bhul baitha hai parwardegar ko apne
Isliye achhai ka daman tujhe nazar nahi ata
Mud kar dekh fir se duniya ko ek baar
Har ek shakhs nakabposh nazar nahi ata
Laut chal bus ek baar khuda ki janib
Ki uske dar pe naummidi ka kohra nazar nahi ata

To Allah we belong, and to Him is our return

The past few days have been the most tensed days of my life. My mother is not keeping well. This has created lots of tension at my home. To get sick is a normal thing and part of one’s life but I don’t know why sometime it gives me wicked thinking

“What if I loose my mother”..Oh Allah I don’t want to think about it. Parents are like gems in our life. And Allah still I have to do so any things for her. Please keep her well.”

I just kept on praying but apart from dua there was also something else which was giving me strength:

 inna lilahi

Yes whenever some wicked thinking use to come, my heart started reminding me of these verses. I think this dua really gives you sabr (patience). I know sometimes it’s easy to say to have sabr but who have actually seen the loss of a dear one, only knows the actual pain. But friends do go back towards Allah swt and keep reminding yourself about these verses. Allah will help you (In sha Allah).

Do remember friends nothing is going to last forever except “Allah”. We have to fulfill all our responsibilities in a short span of time as you never know in next second what is going to happen. Now when we know that we all will be returned to Allah then why not fill our packets with good deeds, why to waste time in something materialistic. So let’s check what small things we could do:

  • Helping a poor in anyways as you never know tomorrow you will find them here or not.
  • Help your friends in getting out of any problem they are facing. It will give you immense happiness.
  • Do visit sick person and make dua for him. As you never know how much relief and satisfaction it can give it to them.
  • the best of all is taking care of your parents including your in laws. They need our love, attention, somebody to listen them.
  • And the last but not the least keep making dua as Dua is the weapon of a muslim. When thru dua you talk to all mighty it relaxes your soul.

I close this topic with this dua that “May Allah keep all of us in good health and give the power to use our health in good way i.e. in works which is liked by him and his Prophet Muhammed saaw. Also grant us with lots of sabr to face any problem in our lifes”… Ameen.


Small Step…Big Results


It’s very true to say that a women takes rebirth when she becomes a mother. As she herself starts exploring and learning many things.After becoming mother I have become too conscious about my every move. Off course being a Muslim I have only one dream that my child becomes best Mumin. May Allah fulfill my dream.

With my daughter I found stories impacts her ….so I have become a story teller now 🙂  . Sometimes I pick up stories of sahaba, Prophets, character and working of prophet saaw wives. As she loves animals so sometimes I do include birds and animals in my stories and try to convey Allah messages thru it. Really in this whole process I too have learnt a lot as daily I dig books, blogs, and websites to learn something new. And WordPress blogs is really playing a vital role in this and I’m thankful to Allah swt for showing me such wonderful blogs.

Mostly small children get attracted towards doll and teddy bears and with the blessings of Allah swt thru story I have been succeeded in convincing my 3 year old daughter that how harmful these are as it won’t allow the sweet farishte (angel) to enter our home.  And yeppy she has understood but her demands for other toys has increased 😦 but until or unless she is doing things as per shariah I don’t have any issues. At present I’m in the process of teaching her Allah swt 99 names. I try to make her learn few of the names every day. And daily when I start something new I feel she would have forgotten earlier names but Allah swt surprises me every time…she remembers everything…Wow..Allah has given immense power to small children. May Allah swt reward us the same.

Now I’m trying to start with some craft work which will help her in culminating good habits in her…If any of you has ideas please share with me that what all I can do or make with her….I think these all are small step which we as a parent take up and yes Allah swt gives big results out of it.


beshak hain teri raahen aasan itni


Ya Allah…
beshak hain teri raahen aasan itni
Mohabbat se bhari baaten kitni
Tujhe jo chahe fir chahe kyun kuch aur
Beshak tere ishq me hai barkat itni…
Tune kaha kar mere bando se mohabbat
Garibo ki madad karna, bana apni tu aadat
ho agar koi bimar,to usse tu milna
har chhoti cheez me bhi hai meri ibadat
Har momin par safai ko tune wajib hai kar diya
Jhooth,chori,makkari ko haram sabit hai kar diya
Kisi ki burai karna ache momin ka kaam nahi hai
Jo kare qatl e aam uska koi imaan nahi hai
Bus tere sajde, quran ki baten
Rasul k daawe, Jannat dozakh ki baten
Itna hi insaan ko yaad rakhna hai yahan
Agar insaan ko insaan ban kar jeena hai yahan
Beshak hain teri raahen aasan itni
Mohabbat se bhari baaten kitni

A sorry to “Mother”


No one can deny the fact that in this universe many things keeps on changing but what does not change is the unconditional love of our parents Subhanallah and among them also love of mother is the most prominent one. What a beautiful heart my Allah has created for mother …Subhanallah…

Off course no one can understand the feelings of a mother until or unless we ourselves attain that position. And I’m also not an exception. After becoming mother, each and every day I put myself in the shoes of my mother and realize the struggles she would have gone thru while taking care of me and my siblings. What an immense power my almighty has provided to a mother..Allahu Akbar…I really thank him for giving me this position where heaven lies below my feet…WOW…:)

But I do regret days when I had hurt my mother. It really brings tears to me. I want to share one experience with you all. I had attended an Ijtema (Islamic congregation) of 5 days. There on second day we all had to say sorry to our mothers for our ill-mannered behavior ever we would have done with her. Oh friends! It was hard very hard…I was mugging up dialogues which I will say to her…I was not getting strength…her whole pity face had started picturing in front of me…I was feeling shameful…I cried to Allah and asked for the strength and promised not to hurt her in anyway afterwards….I said to Allah “Oh Allah! It’s so easy to say sorry to you but it’s so hard to say sorry to my mother…I can’t face her.

Next day I just sat with my mother but I was unable to control my tears….my mother asked what happened to me? but my throat chocked up and words were not coming out…at last with lots of struggle I said sorry to her …she did not say anything and was just crying…my heart was pounding…tears were flowing …there was a hope…there was a fear…and in my heart I was continuously making dua.. “Oh my Allah! I make dua that my mother forgives me”…and somewhere I knew she has.. after all she has got “Heart of a mother”. When we all gathered again in ijtema, we discussed our confession with our mother and it was a surprise to know that everyone had faced same issues. But somewhere we were relaxed because we all knew our mother’s will forgive us and today Allah swt will be happy as we comforted the heart of our heaven ..:)

This whole incident forced me to think that if it’s too hard to say sorry face to face to anybody in this world then after doing so many sins how much it would be difficult to say sorry to our all mighty on the day of our judgement. Oh that’s gives me goose bumps. Let’s do tauba before its too late….lets say sorry to all those whom we would have hurt knowingly or unknowingly…lets make our Allah swt happy…lets pray for his blessings …his immense love…